Twenty Five.

Let's get our shit together.

I have decided that heartbreak sucks, I am still useless at it and sitting in my pjs skipping out on work and eating copious amounts of ice cream isn't really my style so here I am, new blog, new rules, new adventures.

So let's talk facts;

Yes you have spent time out of the game, probably with someone who will now your moving on will decide to be even worse than they have during your time with them, (Is that possible, I hear you cry) well buckle up hun, cause the answer to that is probably.

I've been in this big ol world really since August and its one full of freedom and possibilities and best thing your emotions are now your own, and imagine that a whole lifetime of you being in charge (it's pretty darn thrilling)

So they are trying to get you back eh? Well that's no surprise your a catch and this is something they should have known all along, and it's a shame they didn't because now your strangers that share some memories together and try not to make eye contact in the street.

You've danced around to Dua Lipa's New Rules a few times right? Great keep dancing let those catchy female empowering lyrics resonate as you leap out of bed and into something new you've bought yourself.

Go out with the girls, drink too much and please do not drunk call him, text him, voice note him, send a carrier pigeon and definitely no taxis to his place, this is dangerous ground to play on.

Bedtime....the worst time of the day, you have made it through work, slapped on that brave face, worn something you felt good in, hit the gym and now your alone watching re runs of god knows what plays on the tv late and night and your sad. That's okay, be sad, learn from it and find out what would make you happier. Message your friends, cry and laugh down the phone and then fall asleep as best as you can, because remember beauty sleep is essential.

And with that beauty sleep is calling me.